Old man B didn’t say anything as the yellow Pacer rattled up Interstate 29. Mabel hadn’t said anything since they’d left the gas station’s diner. She took a deep breath, and finally spoke. “B, are you all right?”
“I’m good enough” was B’s reply, and it was quieter and more subdued than anything he had said since Mabel found him at the police station.
“B, what’s on your mind? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“I’m the only ghost here Mabel. Just me.”
“You’re not a ghost.”
“I feel like one.”
Mabel frowned, and turned to face the road. “Is this about what I said? I’m sorry.”
“You? Sorry? What the hell for?”
“I just feel like I set you off. The way I mentioned the government.”
B didn’t respond right away. His face didn’t change, but he swallowed hard a few times. “It’s fine. It was a long time ago. I should be over it. Hell, I doubt anyone else from my unit is still alive.”
“What happened?”
“None of your damn business, that’s what! I’m not looking for a counselor, a Chaplin, or some shrink to tell me what I’m feeling!”
“I’m not here as those…I’m here to be me. I’m your friend.”
“Friend? HA! Until today the only thing you’d ask me is if my rent was going to be on time, and to remind me about snow restrictions to move my Pacer. Friend. I’ve had a lot of friends, and I’ve lost a lot of them. You’re just someone who takes my rent check every month.”
Mabel turned her body towards B, her eyes starting to burn with emotion. “For cripes sake B! I’m trying t help. Something is on your mind. You can’t carry it forever. I know I haven’t been a good friend in the past, but I’m trying now! I…I’ve just been burned one too many times…I was told not to get too friendly with the people in the apartment…”
“Don’t blame your boss for how you’ve treated me! Do you want to know what’s on my mind? How about doing special forces work in Korea? How about mistaking a child for a soldier? How about torching a field to smoke out our target, and burning a village down? How about being behind enemy lines and fighting my way out with no support? That’s what I’ve had to live with and…and…” B slowly pulled the Pacer to the side of the road and started breathing heavy. Mabel undid her seat belt and pulled B close.
“Easy B, easy…” she said, as B started to cry softly.
***
The lights of Aberdeen were coming up fast. Laura had slowed the Jetta to the speed limit, and was watching the blips get massive on her small display. They disappeared again, as a familiar number popped back up.
“What now?” she asked as she violently put the phone up to her head.
“You’re in Aberdeen.”
“Yes, nothing gets by you.”
“Your motivation gets by me.”
“Jeremiah and Jebediah are my motivation. I’m sick of their sloppy work. I’ll take care of it for you.”
“That would be…unwise. The information they are trying to acquire is too critical.”
In the distance, Laura saw a lightning bolt strike down. “Can’t talk now…there’s a storm coming.” She hung up the phone, and went back to watching the road and the blips.