Michelle kept her eyes on Mokoto as she continued to fumble with the rope that kept her arms at her sides. Mokoto still had her head on her knees, where it had been for a few minutes. Michelle had her fingers around the end of the rope, and the next step was to figure out what kind of knot it was. Mokoto’s head slowly looked up as Michelle’s face had a look of stern determination. “Have you been staring at me this whole time?” Mokoto said, as she unwrapped her arms and stretched out her legs.
“It’s not like you have a TV here.”
“Hmm” Mokoto grunted. She reached up and slowly pulled her gun out of her holster. She sat it on the ground, with the barrel pointing right at Michelle. She then reached inside her holster and pulled out a small picture. “Let me ask you a question.”
“I take it I have to answer.”
“I’d prefer you did.”
“Okay, shoot…” Michelle winced at her statement, but Mokoto actually had to stop herself from giggling. “…well, not literally please.”
“Fair enough” Mokoto said, as her smile slowly faded over the course of around half a minute of silence. “Do you believe in random chance, or that everything happens for a reason?”
Oh great, I’m tied up and being forced to have a philosophical discussion Michelle thought. “Well, I’ve never really thought about it. In my life, I’ve seen a lot of stuff that suggests random chance.”
“But, that isn’t your answer.”
“I met Phil in circumstances I’d call random chance, but at times it felt like it was meant to be, today notwithstanding.”
“Hmm” Mokoto said, her eyes still on the small photograph. Michelle had felt around enough to get a good feel of the knot, and she was slowly trying to untie it without moving her arms too much.
“Why do you ask, may I ask?” Michelle was desperate to keep Mokoto’s mind off her and on whatever she was looking at.
“Some little girl in Sioux Falls told me I had a good tama.”
“Tama?”
“Spirit. Soul. Whatever.”
“Did you get her kitten out of a tree or something?”
Mokoto laughed under her breath. “Hardly. I was on my motorcycle, and I was seconds away from holstering my gun. She just rode up behind me on her pink Hello Kitty bike with training wheels and started talking to me.”
“Why do you think she said it then?”
“I have no idea.”
“It is bothering you, because of what you’ve done in the past.”
“What I’ve done is done. It’s what I do. It’s who I am.”
“What you do shouldn’t be who you are.”
“In this business, at a certain point, what you do and what you are fuse together. I’m too far gone to separate the two.”
“Really? What about that talk about letting us go if you find what you want?”
Mokoto didn’t answer right away. She just stared at the picture. Michelle had the knot coming apart, but she suddenly realized something she hadn’t thought of yet.
What the hell am I going to do when I get untied?